Some Days

Some days aloneness and lonliness aren't far apart and aren't far away, from me. It's Christmas Day and from some medical tests earlier in the week and some food which left me tired and sick, or sick and tired, it varied between the two. And it left me mentally tired when and where my innate comfort for aloneness was invaded by lonliness, slowly overlapping into where they were one and I didn't know which I felt. I just felt overwhelmed with being.