Failure

When you have every reason to fail, every reason to see yourself as a failure, and every reason to see there isn't even the smallest chance of success, it's time to take a break, to step back and mentally and emotionally tread water.

It's time to do nothing, to simply find yourself an neutral space to just survive for awhile, until you find or see something to make you rethink yourself and your reality. Like watching a full moon rise through the clouds in the night.

And know the world is bigger than your thoughts, your feelings and your sense of failure. Which  is what I'm doing now. Yes, it's real as the night, the moon rising over the southeastern horizon and me. And hopefully find some sleep to start anew in the morning.