I Know

I know I have a lot to do. A lot of immediate stuff to do, a lot of more that takes more than a few days to do, and a lot more that will be months to do, and even some stuff long scheduled for the coming years.

I know because it sits there ready to do. I know because I should be doing it. I know because it won't be done by anyone else.

I know, but I just don't want to do it. I know that too. I know both and don't have an answer for either.